This morning

I did something awful this morning. I had an argument this morning. I promised my mum that I will give the whole day today and Friday to help her out. I never said that I wouldn't it was more to do with the fact that she never let me sleep any other day anyway. I was only grumpy and mad at that. The worst part of it was talking back. I am 19 for heaven's sake. I was only asking for a extra 2 hours sleep and my mum's perspective was it is only two more hours. Does she know that I hadn't been able to sleep outside home for the past three years? Especially when I had responsibilities there. Or when I am very tired I might just be able to. An even bigger problem was when I go with her I usually stay awake so I will be ready when things were needed to be done. I can never sleep when people around me needed help. Even if they don't require it from me. Okay, so it may be an excuse from me. But having one like this is better than none. Nothing is going to take back what I done anyway.

So, to apologise, I will go as I had promised. If I had the gut not to be stubborn then I might say sorry. I don't expect to be forgiven though.

I best get going or it will just get more complicated.