End of November

Considering that this is the only week in the entire year that we don't have labs, since the first few weeks anyway, I am pretty knackered. I have fallen ill, though I hadn't been fully well since before the exams back in May/June 2006. More to do with the fact that I was trying to define always getting ill after exams.

I have been really confused lately. There is this guy at Uni who was really nice but as I don't have to work with him or be in close circle with him I won't go and talk to him. I have been ignoring him all the rest of last year and early on this academic year. But I have sent him these really strange e-mails. Back at uni things gets really strange. Am I flirting with him?? It feels like I am doing the same thing to a different guy all over again. However, this time I don't like him in the same way as the other guy. What the hell am I doing??

Labs were ok considering that my partner had gone back to his old ways. In the last experiment we split into two experiments. They were almost the exact same, just the reagents were different, and we gone on pretty well. As mine was the shorter one I finished earlier than he did despite starting after him. I am not forgiving him for having a better crude yield though (the cork stand for our round bottom flask somehow gained weight so it was 5 or 6 grams over the original value. As a result I had to give or take for the value). That was fine. He was even more excited when his TLC actually produced perfect results, his never worked last year so most of them were improvised, which I congratulate him as I done most of ours over the past few weeks. I get annoyed so easily. I picked up the NMR on Monday, did them before the tutorial and he decides not to turn up. I really hate witholding information from someone. The problem really lies in I care and he don't. I have always cared if someone working with me didn't do well. I honestly don't know why but it had been going on since primary school!!!!! It just frustrates me. Anyway I talk about him too much. (Oh......He have really red lips, don't ask me why I noticed.....it just stood out....., and he is the same star sign as my little brother. So they really are the same type of people!)