HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE, to those who are reading this anyway. Like always everyone would start with a New Year Resolution. Mine............get good exams results, meaning lots of revision........and hopefully say bye bye to singledom, only because my two best friends are sorted - kind of - and so is my brother. The honest truth is that might not happen this year either since I am a little retarded, in the classic sense.
My dad has finally gone away. I am relieved. It may sound terrible but last night I was really upset, NOT because my dad was going today, but because my mum was all alone in hk cleaning the apartment as she was bored and I really missed Ayman. I couldn't stop thinking about him last night. I have never felt so lonely than over the past two weeks. I kept going through the list of guys who I might ask out even though that will never happen as I know the wrong choice will probably mess up my already struggling mind trying to focus on work.
Anyway it should be best if I just keep my New Year "events" coming as they like. Whatever I plan never comes out as I want it anyway.
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