Last minute

I have been told off by my mum for leaving things to the last minute. She was right and therefore I was late and so didn't turn up to the first lecture. I had a really bad headache last night and so went to bed leaving the hard job, which should have only taken half an hour to do, for the morning. As I still wasn't properly rested in the morning I woke up at normal hour for today and skipped breakfast to complete the work. As you may imagine drawing to ratio was very hard. I don't know why I wouldn't be satisfied with just a sketch!! (It was a drawing of Primitive Close Packed and Face-centred Cubic Close Packed for all those solid state chemists interested.) So I left the house 15 minutes after I was sure that I will be late, being optimistic that the bus will take the fastest experienced time to reach uni. Yeah I got here 15 minutes after the lecture actually started, so I didn't go. Well after the lecture on being late last time I don't think I will turn up after 10 minutes.

I forgot to mention last night (yes, I should have gone to bed then!) that I walked home from my old school. The bus decided to stop there and wait for back-up because of foul smell. I wasn't in the best of moods and emotionally pretty knackered so I thought the cold wet walk back home would be good. Needless to say I was pretty soaked, but I did have a rain coat. It felt so nice to relive the time when I only got upset rather than tearful when the guy wasn't interested. I guess the pain increases with every crush. At least I am not as bothered about the Arabic crush anymore, which was all that I intended myself to do. It sounds really strange like emotions are something that could be controlled and planned. Anyway, it was mostly my lack of intuition and openess which caused the most pain.

The lecture that I sat here through is almost over. I should really go to my next lecture/test now.