This is going to be short

I think I have really formed a dependence on my ex lab partner. I was thinking about my Arabic crush this morning and was expecting the same fate. Now that it had finally happened I felt a lot better. I know it doesn't make sense but neither what I am feeling right now. Maybe it was to do with the fact that I will be leaving the uk for at least 12 months in less than a month's time. Everything feels a lot complicated right now. Anyhow after tomorrow I should be in full steam for myupcoming exams. I can't fail, not now. I really REALLY want to study medicine!!!!!

Finally starting revision

I should have started revising since the beginning of the EAster holiday but I haven't so today will be my official day of proper revision. Well after how blank my tutorial had been I know that it is what I should do and urgently needs to be done too!!! However, it still doesn't distract me from checking my e-mail (I have been on the e-mail list for jokes!) and found this (one of the patients in the hospital will like this):

Marriage and Men

• When a man decides to marry, it may be the last decision he'll ever make.
• Some men who speak with authority at work know enough to bow to a higher authority at home
• A dish towel will certainly wipe the contented look off a married man's face
• Love is the quest, marriage is the conquest, divorce is the inquest.
• An engagement is an urge on the verge of a merge.
• Marriage brings music to a man's life. He learns to play second fiddle.
• Getting married is one mistake every man should make.
• A well-informed man is one whose wife has just told him what she thinks of him.
• Courtship, unlike proper punctuation, is a period before a sentence.
• The argument you just won with your wife isn't over yet.

and lastly............

• Before criticizing your wife's faults, you must remember it may have been these very defects which prevented her from gettting a better husband that the one she married!

Hahaha, isn't that funny.

I am going to Japan next year for my placement. It wasn't my first choice so I am not as excited but it will be fun. The area I will be going to is quite rural so I shouldn't stress too much. There will only be one other guy I know there but he is somewhere outside my town or city, though I think it is more on the town scale, so I will practically be having to cope on my own. It doesn't subtract from the fact that there will also be a Canadian and American there to talk to if my Japanese got tangled. Apart from my family and best friends I think I will miss my ex-lab partner most. It is just the laughter he had created and the relaxed attitude to things. He has replaced my Arabic-crush to some extent but not completely. At least now I look back on my Arabic crush fondly rather than unhappily.

Oh, I went out to a nightclub with my two best mates on the Saturdays just gone. The first time I was kind of holding on to what was actually available to me so that went well (as if). The second time, the guys were pretty desperate apart from one who I've been told that I've actually pulled but rejected as I wasn't too comfortable with the distance. He offered to buy me a drink but I wasn't intent on knowing him. I don't know what my problem was with that guy....oooh.....I just remembered why, it was because he was pretty drunk already. All the other desperate guys we seemed to play hide and seek with. I kind of brought that on, which I never knew I could do and the mini skirt did accelerate it. We ended up pulling each other towards ourself and running around and behind the big teddy bear who was my mate's friend. I felt sorry for doing that to him. There was one point when one of the desperate guys who tried having a go at us was rugby tackled by another man. It was very awkward. The second time I've actually been to that night-club........what an experience!!! At least I know that if I actually dressed up a bit I am not really unattractive. Well I've wished my ex-lab partner was there since it was his kind of scene in comparison of my Arabic crush, but I guess he preferred more teenage-feel nightclubs than more mature ones.

Last labs of level 2

Well I have just completed my very last lab in level 2. It only lasted 30 minutes, even though I missed the first 30 due to a lack of intiative to do my homework, which was due in at 1.45pm. I still managed to finish it even though not to a high standard. I would have had longer to do a more satisfying job of the write-up if I didn't drink that glass of wine, which was pretty good I must say, courtesy of my mate. There wasn't much at all but I still ended up with a headache which meant that I couldn't concentrate enough or read properly to complete my work. Also I had completely forgotten to bring home at least one of the booklet that told me exactly what I should be doing, which was a lot of help!!! I just wish my next set of homeworks will not suffer the same fate.

Yesterday we had a meal since it was the last lab session of the year. I found out that my ex-lab partner was just restraining himself when I actually see him. Once he had that alcohol flowing through his system his inner-self was fully expressed. What I don't usually see or hear him do or say he completely let slip. He was just so subtly different. We had a joke that he was way too close to girls than guys and so may be gay. Let's just hope that he is a similar person to me.

Well two other guys who I was sat with weren't too talkative either. One who sat next to my ex-lab partner was constantly being brought into a very strange and awkward conversation. As I was and always had been a listener more than a speaker I just spend the whole duration fo the meal giggling and laughing away at the ridiculously humourous conversations, that my ex-lab partner had, while joining into a few of them.

I am currently being distracted by a t.v. series that my mother bought home which I know is very good. So I will stop here. lol